bad start :(

So the seventh month.... had to start off bad :(
to cut the long story short, my dad was pissed, told stuff to my godma, i got lectured and then she tried to matchmake me with some total stranger.
I'm really sorry gordon that you have to go through all this.. sorry i made you mad and upset.. i really didn't mean to.. it's all my fault... i'm so sorry...
but i want you to know that no matter what they say or what they try to do, i'll never let you go.. you'll always be mine and i'll always stand up for you... my heart will always belong to you and no one else can take it away...
i know you'd be by my side through the whole thing. thanks...
*to read more in detail visit my blog* really dont feel like talking about the whole thing again
XOXO
JAS