OMG the layout!!!

OMG!!! what happened to the design?????????? gotta fix it!!! this is HORRIBLE! what happened????

When To Bug A BF

just got home a while ago from gordon's place... i was invited to go for baby chloe's full moon dinner... the baby is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO adorable... but i was kinda scared of it... it is so tiny and fragile.. i was afraid i would make it cry...

I made gordon a fluff bee... since he's afraid of bees... i kinda made it to be mean coz of his phobia thingy but i covered it up by saying that i am helping him overcome his phobia lol... but the bee was really cute.. didn't manage to snap a pic of it yet.. but i will one day... he named the bee bubu and he is sleeping with it tonight... hopefully he dont flip and flatten it in his sleep...

he sleeps like a rock and he wont even notice if he's sleeping on a bed of nails... he can sleep anywhere, anytime... and i've got a pic to proove it

i used to think i was a deep sleeper until i've seen the way he sleeps... you can tickle him, talk to him, poke him, push him... he will never wake up.... though i must admit it's the best time to pick on him coz he wont attack back lol...

but i really can't blame him for being so exhausted everytime.. he's been really busy serving at church since the internship and he hasn't been having enough rest...

it's really nice to watch him sleep like a baby... but i most of the time i can't resist the temptation to distub him heheh...

XOXO
Jas

bad start :(

So the seventh month.... had to start off bad :(
to cut the long story short, my dad was pissed, told stuff to my godma, i got lectured and then she tried to matchmake me with some total stranger.
I'm really sorry gordon that you have to go through all this.. sorry i made you mad and upset.. i really didn't mean to.. it's all my fault... i'm so sorry...
but i want you to know that no matter what they say or what they try to do, i'll never let you go.. you'll always be mine and i'll always stand up for you... my heart will always belong to you and no one else can take it away...
i know you'd be by my side through the whole thing. thanks...
*to read more in detail visit my blog* really dont feel like talking about the whole thing again
XOXO
JAS

7th Month

YAY US!!! it's been 7 months since we got together!!! YAY!!!
that's more than half a year!!!
I love you Gordon!!! thanks for loving me and caring for me and being there for me all these while.. i am really thankful for having you in my life...you're the best!...
HAPPY 7th MONTH ANIVERSARY!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!
XOXO
Jas

Almost now....

:( missed out on yesterday's post coz i was really occupied.. i went for ballet class and then to church to watch the musical 'dance my love'... i stayed back for the second round coz i wanted to wait for gordon so we could go yum cha with victor... got back around 12.30 and was already half dead.. went straight to sleep without going online
It's 11.44 now.. 16 minutes more to go to the 13th of october... YAY... almost....
XOXO
jas

Read Within The Heart

Have you ever loved someone so much that nothing else in this
world would matter to you? you'd give up everything for that one
person you love. you'd do anything for them and go through
anything just to see a smile on their face? if you have, you'd
understand what it's like to be in my place right now. it's an
amazing feeling that words can not explain. everything you do
you'd be somehow doing it for them, everything you see, you'd
somehow relate it to them, everything you think or feel or imagine
would be about them. sometimes i think love is like poison where
it slowly intoxicates you till you're helplessly drowned in it. only
love drowns you with a feeling you can never imagine having.
and the best thing about the whole love thing is where the person
you love dearly loves and cherishes you just as much. it's
something where nothing on earth can compare to it. when he
wraps his arms around you and tell you 'i love you' while looking
deep into your eyes, makes those words hit you so hard with love
your heart skips a beat; when he watches you while you are
occupied with stuff and looking up at him just in time to catch him
staring at you with the loving gaze melts you heart completely;
when he brushes your hair ( or at least tries lol) away from your
face to get a better look at your face makes you can't help but smile
even when you really don't feel like smiling; when he gently
embraces your face while looking into your eyes. makes you feel
his love burn through his eyes; when he gently soothes your head

while he hugs you makes you feel like you wanna stop time and
stay in his arms forever; when he whispers in your ear that everything
will be okay while .you cuddle really makes you believe it will all be
.okay even .if it was the end of the world; when he wipes your tears
away and kissed them dry makes you feel so cared for; when he
holds your hands it makes you feel .that you belong, to him. that's how

wonderful love can be. i'm really glad that my darling was so patient
with me waiting on me all this while even though i wasn't sure about
taking a leap of faith. if it wasn't for him, all these would just remain
as my dream that never did come true. thanks bunny for waiting for
me all this while and being so patient with me. i love you!

love huggies kissies smoochies cuddles and prayers
JAS

Sleep Deprived

i was so carried away with modifying the blog's layout that i ran out of time to make a post :(
though i had something in mind to post.. i'd do it later after a short nap here in the studio hehe.. i'm like super sleepy right now.. head feels so heavy and my eyes can't even open... i was up till 3 waiting for my darling to come home so i could sayang him back from a hard day of work... didnt manage to do that though i think.. :( by the time he got back i was barely awake and we didnt' have much time till i had to retire for the day.. once my head hit the pillow i was out like a rock...
sorry bunny i couldn't spend more time with you before i slept...
so for now, i'm gonna take a nap before i wake up and post what i wanted to post yesterday.. "goodnight" world.... nite nites bunny...
luv hugz kissies
Jas

something for my bunny

To my dearest bunny fufu,
hey darlin'... here's a something i just put together.. thought you might wanna see it ^_^
i hope you like it... enjoy...

We're Meant To Be by Jaslynn Tay
I've never thought our love was meant to be
but you loved me persistently
you showed me patience, love and care
and promised "for me you'll always be there"
You loved me unconditionally
even when i was a bully
You're always there to lend a ear
and there to wipe away my tear
touched by your unending love
that's like a treasure-trove
i took a step of chance
and gave our relationship a chance
who knew that what i've dreaded to go through
was my fairytale, forever true
to your heart, you hold me near
melts away my every fears
you dry away all my tears
when you whispered in my ears
that everything will be okay
my heart is comforted every time you say
"by your side i'll always stay"
my worries you've taken away
and brighten my everyday
my life, your love has brighten
and our relationship we've have tighten
your love and care i really appreciate
for our fairytale you've create
happily ever after
we'll always love each other
gordon, my bunny fufu
this i'll always promise you
i'll love you forever and for always
from now until the end of days
We'll always be you and me
cause we're always meant to be

hehe i hope you like it.. just something from my heart to yours...
i love you dear!
XOXO
your baby

STUPID BlOGSPOT!

WTH they're deciding that our blog's a spam blog.. does this look like a spam to you? retards!
they'd better fix it... or else..
So anyway, I managed to hang out with my bunny yesterday evening where i teman-ed him for dinner right after my ballet class.. i had to go to medan in my ballet leotard and tights and bun >_<>
thanks for setting some time aside to spend it with me ^_^ i really enjoyed it.. loved your hugs... I love you bunny!

i'm really glad that i have him in my life.. i've never thought i'd feel this way about a guy... but guess i was wrong.. never thought i'd love anyone so much that i'd give up everything for them and nothing else on earth would matter aside from him... i actually am making an effort to keep the relationship with him.. unlike the others i've had where everything was about me ( i was a prissy brat) haha.. it's different now that i realize it's about us and not me anymore... with that i feel more responsible and commited to our relationship.. i actually have a feeling that we'd be together for ever :) <3<3<3
i love you bunny fufu!!!
XOXO
JAS

Our Very First

WOOHOO!!! our very first shared blog!!! YAY!!!
Thanks dear for making the blog.. t'was very sweet.. love the name :D
to start this off.. i would like to brag a lil more about us.. hehe
we've been together for 6 months, 3 weeks and 2 days now... YAY that's more than half a year!!!
these 6 months 3 weeks and 2 days have been the best more-than-half-a-year in my life. Gordon, my boyfriend (yay), is the best (second to God of coz) thing that's ever happened in my life... who knew my life changed so much eversince we got together.
The best thing about him is that he is not like any other guys.. he's sensitive, understanding, caring, loving, loyal, kind, gentle, God-fearing and at the same time patient. this is not a combo you can get in every other guy. he's special and amazing and he's MINE! :P
i dont know about you but i've always thought that a fairytale sort of love would only exist in romance films and disney cartoons... but little did i know that my prince was there by my side all along... and what was once a mere friendship went a long way and flourished into my own fairytale love.. only this is a million times better than fiarytale love.. it's reality!
i'm really not just bragging about how wonderful my boyfriend is and how wonderful my life is with him in it and how much we love each other like every other girls would...i mean how many girls out there would have their boyfriend serenade to them in public at 12am? how many girls out there would have their boyfried walk all the way to your house from 6 am just to look for you? how many girls out there have their boyfriends clean their girlfriend's dog poop off the floor for them? mine does... (yeah be jealous girls... be very very jealous muahahaha)
Like everyother fairytales, there's bound to be a time where there are moments of sadness... one that is the most painful is going days without being able to enjoy your cuddles and kissies... it's almost 2 weeks now that we've last cuddle and had our own time together... *pouts*
but nomatter how bad it is, there's always a happy ending in fairytales.. we're always there for each other when times are down... (right? have i? hehe) and at the end of the day, everything would turn out fine and our love stronger :D
I love you bunny fufu.. forever and always! *cuddles*